Ups and Downs

Up... We got our Christmas tree and our house is fully decorated. Down... IT HAS BEEN A TOUGH WEEK. I am pretty much too exhausted to even go through it all but in short the boys have had a VERY difficult time eating and sleeping this week. All babies do is eat and sleep (and play a little) so when they don't do those things it can be very frustrating.

It is hard because when I have had little to no sleep then I easily start to get frustrated with them. OF COURSE it is not their fault because they are trying so hard to eat and are just having troubles (with the bottle, with the formula, with their digestive systems, and their tongue ties...) but when you are all alone and on the brink of insanity and then they won't eat, you start to feel hopeless (and then you start feeling like a bad mom for being mad at a baby).

On top of that, Clay now has the flu and so can't help at ALL with the babies. He is such a huge huge help to me that it is very hard not having him. No need to fear, BeBe is on her way here... now! So thankful that she can get up and go that easy to come help. For now, Jimmy (Clay's dad) is here. Clay's mom is hosting a Christmas party today and couldn't come so he is stepping up to the plate... So nice.

We do have our new camera and we don't really know how to use it yet but I will post some pictures that we have taken. They aren't great but I know once we learn all of it's bells and whistles, we will be like professionals.

( OKAY, I am having some picture problems. I will get back to you on that... to exhausted to mess with it at the moment.)